Sunday, September 20, 2009

Day 10

The only thing I have to say is that I was craving a sweet after dinner and was too lazy to walk to the store so I had vanilla yogurt, fresh strawberries blueberries and raspberries with a sprinkle of granola and it curbed my sweet craving. I didn't want to admit it.

Then I took a bath (with a glass of wine, a book and bath salts my husband brought me back from Iceland) and was thinking how disgusted I am with my body - how it's incredible that I now weigh 60 lbs more than my lowest weight.

That's SIX BAGS OF POTATOES that I'm carrying around on this body of mine.

I can just imagine how much more energy I would have to chase my little spuds around (ok well Beckett is easy to chase, he can't move yet). How much more energy I would have to keep the house clean, to do everything that needs to get done in a day. I don't necessarily feel tired, I don't get winded or anything but I lack that get up and go that I always had.

The boys and I are on our own this morning so we are going to find a new park and spend a couple of hours there.

5 people had this to say:

Anonymous said...

You do realize that you're copying another blog right now with your writing about each day?

This one:

Sonya said...

Hi there,

That's my blog you're referring to. And I don't mind in the least, thank you.

Christy said...

What a strange comment?
THanks Sonya :)

Teresa said...

I look at myself and have the same thoughts. We should be kinder to our bodies and souls. My goodness you just had a baby. I am sure you will get back in shape you have already proven you have got what it takes. All the best.

Chantal said...

You are doing so well, I know it is hard but you need to try and give yourself a break. It took 9 months to put the weight on, give yourself at least that long to take it off. If not a bit longer. Hugs.